rachel -- 21 -- australia
❝ sad blogging for the rest of my pathetic existence
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好奇心は猫を殺したが、満足度はそれを持ち帰っ

sinnyclair:

fuckingrobot:

GUYS I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING AND ITS NOT HAPPY

I realized that everY movie title stands for a character, 1.11 you are (not) alone probably refers to rei since she was always lonely before she met shinji and the second movie you can (not) advance refers to asuka because asuka almost fucking died in that film and there was no way she could advance and become the best pilot like she wanted to be. Lastly the third movie you can (not) redo refers to kaworu and he literally can not redo at all, this whole time loop theory comes to an end here because at kawor’s last moments he said “It’s my fault because I became the thirteenth angel” I read the manga and it said that the 13th angel is us, humans.KAWORU TURNED INTO A HUMAN. And guess what humans don’t get to redo shit. He won’t see shinji again or ever have a second chance to try and make him happy (fuck).

I’m 100% sure that the final film is gonna probably be the most depressing shit anyone’s ever gonna watch cause it’s gonna refer to shinji. So what’s it gonna be “you can (not) be happy” you can (not) gain the love of your shitty father" or maybe “can you (not) destroy the world again”

(I’m writing this and my heart is breaking to a thousand pieces)

Kaworu is Bishounen Space Jesus, of course he’s gon a come back.